I have been living alone since September 16th. He filed for divorce https://onlinedivorcer.com
I was sad, depressed, angry, happy, with all the emotions. I know it's ok. I know that the pain will come when it wants to (for example, when I told my father and he asked me if I was okay, all I could answer was yes, because ... I'm fine).
I think tonight there will be a glass of Jameson and cola, pizza and a little self-care.